Forgive me Tre,
for thinking something had to be done
And in just that way
that timing and
that shape and form
How completely wrong.
Forgive me Tre,
for thinking
you moved too slow and
couldn’t get it together
to handle the minutiae of life
that caused more fear than you anticipated so…
Forgive me Tre,
for bashing you again and again
when gentle did you need
and tenderness as a forever friend
Forgive me luv bug
for ever doubting what you see
or for thinking
I can’t,
no not now,
how would that be possible?
not me…
Forgive me luvbug
for ever haulting the pull to say yes
to others
when the joy of giddyness of meeting them
felt a distraction to what must get done
Forgive me…sweetest heart
for thinking anything was ever too hard
or impossible unless
I pace at full throttle no holds barred
Forgive me also
for assuming
I was running out of time
I thought I’d would be finished in three years and here we are at a few shy of 5…
For something happened on the way
to get that thing done that way that moment just so
You helped me learn how be true to you
and you showed me
that’s the only way to go
You reminded me
“Hey hush now
We gotta listen within!!
For there’s where we will hear our inner nudge
and SHE is the one–not you– who’s steering ”
Sooo…
I promise to gently hold your heart when you dream bigger than you can step into tomorrow or as quick as 1, 2, 3…
I promise to giggle when you say “it’s gotta be done” and I promise to remind you that stuff that big always takes more than one…
I absolutely have your back when you get afraid again… Unmapped waters are daunting surely but Columbus sailed anyway
And I assure you from the depths of my heart… No matter how nervous or alone you may feel we know now better God’s got our heart.
Here’s to keeping on luvbug…
and staying true to you
Lots of directions pull and
you’re heeding the ones that keep you true
Biggest deepest respect and luvhugs,
me
