The yearning within
“I wanna start over try again”
A new way
A new why
A life more me so I won’t run and hide
Less habit more true
Stop doubting my inklings
Or listening to opinions that say no can do
Less seeming more being
Stop acting like I know so much
Strive to be more real
This yearning seems to knock every few years
When past patterns of comfort haven’t led to where we thought they’d steer
Or when believed goals seemed the only way to attain what we think we want in any given day
But….
Pause with me and ponder this
Is the desired new beginning just another facade of quick fix?
Might it be that whatever the real work to be done
Is gonna face us no matter which way we walk or run?
What if the new beginning that’s sought is nothing more than a desire to shed what’s not supporting us a little or a lot?
What if the yearning to be true is really a “knock knock, luv bug! time to shed that choice, that one, and the others there too!” ?
the wonder and beauty of our individuality is we are forever learning how to give up what has no substance or reality
And that inner nudge that steers us on
Won’t allow us whisper our song
So rather than think a new beginning is way out there
Or too hard to wrap thought around too much to give up so why dare
1. Consider when that yearning comes what it may be nudging you: is shed the beliefs, patterns, choices, and doings that just really aren’t ….you
2. And shed the beliefs patterns choices and doing that aren’t yours to do….
Every moment then can be seen
As a new moment to full on our true and shed all seem.
And when it feels hard …un-mappable…
3. Remember that rudder of our inner nudge shows us how…
and as we listen every unknown becomes navigable! 🙂