And one day she chose
To live instead of hide
To allow instead of deny
To breathe instead of cringe
To be calm instead of binge
To greet each moment as a new friend
To value the process instead of pine for the end
To accept that many goals were too hard
To work on what was infront of her, not gaze so out there far
To defend she had always been true
To know how she loved was the only follow through
For to her the whole point was in love
To see it give it and be it evermore
And while most chose to pine for outcome
Doing so had robbed the very in between, how she loved…
So she mothered moments that much more
And she listened to each intention to know for sure
If each hours being found her fully in now
And she resisted pulls to pine for yet another possible wow
For she saw that life was like a brilliant sunrise
Whose rays emerge slightly and then finally fully realize
And yet the sun itself doesn’t open and close
But like thought does awareness seem to open our moments
And each one is able to fully see
That the purpose of now is to love fully here and hush the seeming
And to hold the perpetual hope for all
Beings
That the only purpose of fear is to keep all rays from horizon peeking
And so she hugged her heart fully once again
For in facing now moments she found her forever friend….
The precious expression of Love itself
Always exuding never able to be withheld….
And that morning she penned a promise with a pen.
“No more shall I run from being Love, my forever friend.”
