Many people gather with other
In their down time seek being with one another
Many in transition cling to their errands
Going hither and yon making most of their doings
Others stayed glued to their facebook feed using as filler what others post as status updatings
Still others follow and retweet their twitter feed
filling their alone with seeing and scanning global causes as needs
But what of the when these fillers prove empty too
What will then at that moment with your alone will you choose
There’s plenty of filler
Whether tv or booze
Or workouts or shopping
Or traveling to boot
But what if there was a facing of alone
An insistence to stop being thwarted from one’s thought home
What then if you noticed the constant pull to fill up the seeming alone ache
With the knowledge that you and your being are not a mistake
And that when the pull of alone comes
it must be faced down and squelched as the nothing it is inspite of its song
And what if there isn’t a big grandiose product or project you fulfil in the process?
What if the whole point is truly healing this alone and seeing exactly why you are not now and have never been such a mess?
And proving once and for all that each one of us belongs?
And not because of what we do or produce
But because of how we are as how we live Love’s song
A purpose never fully mastered if smothered in filler or shunned and tossed aside as refuse
This purpose really can only be fulfilled by checking thoughts 24/7 and seeing what motivates or causes will
And then deep humble honesty must admit when choosing filler instead if being true to hearts pulls and heeding nudges, that inspired will.
Methinks the true healing of alone will occur for us all
As we stop using filler to hush out hearts yearning and at once dive in and fulfil them all.
Here’s to healing alone by being true to you….
