The following dialogue is offered to show the background story…of how the suggestions of fear try to lure, sway, and shame or guilt us into thought paralysis:
~ not acting on our inklings…
~ not believing we have earned the right to…
~ not believing we are allowed.
Value is inherent and innate and the who we each are is allowed to be and to be true to himself or herself.
I share this dialogue for several reasons:
1. I think we as a culture put far too much emphasis on the finished product and event and not enough showing and sharing what the thoughts were we had to wrestle to get there.
2. I think if we do show our background stories not only can that make us nurture now and cherish the moment by moment, thought by thought journey, but and equally important, wherever we come in contact with someone, we can know he or she is experiencing his/her moment by moment, thought by thought journey as well. So knowing that, we may evolve more compassion patience, empathy and even hope for and with their footsteps.
If so, we may hold less concern over who is what title label or profession, though that has value and hold more interest on how someone is being and what someone is doing with her/his thought footsteps.
We need to care about that background story.
We could evn begin to see its really the only story ever going on.
These are my why are share so much.
I am always about this right now moment knowing full well you are too.
Deeply value your time and thought investment.
Tre ~
Enter fear:
“You’re doing it again.
Another idea launched to the wind
as if it’s gonna be rescued by a bird who’ll nest it, use it for warmth, how absurd!
Really Tre?
Doing video?
More than 12 days in a row?
As if there’s been something of value to say?
And yet now times twelve, one each day?
You can’t just dive in anymore and pretend you can swim.
Or leap into the branch and intend to climb.
This isnt a trail to just step by step hike.
You need a map and a plan if you’re gonna even seem “doing it right.”
But quit now before it’s too late
Even though it may already be…
By all means don’t keep trying!
That would be a huge mistake!!!
This isnt a playground or even a gym!
This isnt the neighborhood cafe where folks are just chillin…
This isnt a small town where people nod and smile.
This is the internet!!!!a marketplace of doers who shouldn’t be made to waste their time.
On you.
Or your thoughts.
Or — gulp — your excuse of poeming.
This is real life grown-upville !
where businesses interact…
And people are professional!
You’re just not there yet kid and wont be taken serious…
Stay offline and clean up your mess.
Of your life…
Of you work…
Of your womanhood…
But stop doing video you kinda look like a jerk …
And if you need to grow your work do it the old fashioned way:
Get an office…
A real one.
Sit there.
Wait and see if folks to show up.
You gotta prove that first
And maybe down the road
you can try for the 6th time
And rev up a social media effort.
But even then it has to be an outpost
Not a hub or an office
These folks are busy people and they don’t have time to sit and listen to childlike expressions like
heed the nudge
and
follow your inklings
Stay offline.
Keep it safe.
And by all means dump the video
What a disgrace!
And gimme a big break.
You can’t go opening up.
You said you’d felt like a mess
No one does that!
Way to blow it kid…
Stop tossing leaves to the wind…
Go home.
Don’t be doin video again.”
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Enter inner nudge:
Hi darling lovey one
Wow well done heeding the nudge
And singing yoir song.
It’s what life is about truly
Being true and heeding how I nudge you be…
Contine to show all the ways you’ve braved it thru…
How owning your inklings and heeding nudges has squelched fear a time or two (or ten or ten times ten).
Time and time again the suppositions of fear have only been the mental dead-ends that you needed to blaze through …
And this is the now seeming obstacle to face
All the second guessing or believing expanding your work is a mistake.
Don’t listen for a moment to fear’s hissings and accusations.
Remember it’s not real power though it assumes domination.
Its nothing, you know this and has only the power and influence as you respond to it.
Keep on being true, it’s so very real.
You have only pure intentions and that will always squelch fear.
So just stand with the truth “I am one with Love.”
Tech lessons can be learned but nothing needs editing in your being you are soooo safe and soo loved.”
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“Mankind must learn that evil is not power. It’s so called despotism is but a phase of nothingness.”
~ Mary Baker Eddy