She chose Life…..

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She woke up.

The clock said 12:21 pm.

Another whole morning had passed.

Her mathematical mind quickly did the numbers.

“Finally found peace at 5:30 am.

Awakened at 12:21 pm.

That’s okay.

You slept a normal amount.

You just are on a different time table.”

Guilt reconciled, she breathed.

She didn’t work by a clock by but pacing with when she felt there was a need to defend or advocate peace.

Somehow the incessant condemner still always found a way.

And then.

She sat on the floor.

Tears began to well up.

And yet.

Right then she paused.

No.

She advocated.

No.

I will not begin this now with apology.

No.

I will not begin this now with thinking there is several years of mistakes to clean up before I can breathe.

No.

I will not begin this moment this fresh today moment believing there is anything going on except what is:

Love is being.

I am the reflection of that.

The law of harmony is ensuring I am able to overcome that which accuses, denounces, shuns, and punishes, blames and shames.

And right now I choose to stay there.

In this knowing.

That as Love is being, so am I being.

And she chose to stay there.

And with it, she chose to hush the accusers, condemners, and all that sought her to seek permission, offer apology, or write up a defense argument for her very being.

Today, she didn’t just wake up.

Today, this very moment, the only one that matter, she chose Life.