Dear Mom-my Love within,
My tears are welling up
You’ve done it again and again
Reminded me I’m held and adored not just now but even way back then.
You’ve nurtured me when I’ve felt so alone
You’ve held my hand when I’ve walked footsteps I’ve never taken before.
You’ve nodded within when I asked “this way?”
You’ve said “well done sweetheart” when I’ve felt I blew it that day.
You’ve encouraged me to just keep on being love.
You’ve promised me that is what is the whole very point.
You’ve been patient ever so with me when I thought it was always about the outcome.
You’ve gently whispered: already approved, adored, and beloved when I felt more had to be done to obtain some.
You’ve forgiven me when I’ve abused myself.
You’ve made a heaven right when I thought I was in utter hell.
You’ve pulled me up by the bootstraps time and again
You’ve nudged me remember you are the only forever and always friend.
You’ve given me wings and reminded me I am allowed to fly.
You’ve gently encouraged me to understand why.
That in beginning with the conviction I’m already there…
dwelling in that thought place of Love as the only where
That anything and everything can happen and be done
For when good unfolds its that gentle reminder harmony is already ours, already won.
Today I wanna thank you for always being that constant hug
Especially when it’s not always been found in others or at times anyone…..
And yet, rather than sound like anything has ever been tough here’s me saying I’m nodding too
Because I think I’m finally seeing the whole point is not ever to allow anything or one to break the Love bond I have with you.
So here’s my promise to you this Mommas day
That I never stop exuding the Love you’ve caused me be this moment and always.
Thought…by…thought…
Love you Mom-my Love within….
Huggabuggas,
Tre Tre
Because I’m yet again making decisions and need that reminder of how much I am loved.